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About Me Member Busybody esteLLa-nvr-phasedFemale/Japan Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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Madama Butterfly - Un Bel Di -You descended upon the silence with aura so great.         You nodded to me with assurance and I let me believe.     I'll follow you forever as long as I stay.         I'll work in return for you to return to me.     I know all of your kind return someday.         I'm definately sure it is like you I want to be.  
        To meet you again one beautiful sunny day     To feel myself in awe of your elegant beauty   
&n Madama Butterfly - Un Bel Di -
by ~esteLLa-nvr-phased
Summer FrostThis world is a cold, cold world.  I feel the frost surface on me.  
The loud melancholic silence and my steady heart beat is my breakfast,  summer early saturday morning.   
Eyelids cold, can't close my eyes.  Gotta face the truth i cannot hide. The world is cold,  can't open my eyes.  It's just me, the gray walls and the birds chirping, 4 AM. Summer Frost
by ~esteLLa-nvr-phased
Onigokko -diabolical tag-im slowly commiting suicide.   
stress is taking over. myself tangled up in regrets.  
hoped that you'll give me sweet sympathy of a drug, but you push it further.  the rains wet against my fragile everything.  yea, im drenched.  im waiting for me, my Messiah to come but shes inescapable,  
 
the DEMON inside me. Onigokko -diabolical tag-
by ~esteLLa-nvr-phased
Things Fall ApartI hate the yellow  it wakes me from my soothing countless nightmares that I call home   
I hate the black  it's all around me. I can't breathe.  grasping me tightly.   
I hate the red  he doesn't love you. silly girl, noone does   
I hate the gray  can't see farther, run faster but I won't make it. it's too late.   
I hate the white  someday it won't be as bright anymore, as pure.   
I hate the blue   
I'm numb. I don't feel it. hit me harder  I don't belong...I'm slipping away Things Fall Apart
by ~esteLLa-nvr-phased
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*sighs and tears*

Sat Feb 19, 2005, 5:53 AM
i miss far east drama in oki...
its like i can die any sec here.
like the highlight, the climax of my life is over. and i can die peacefully.

everything seems so dull here. i feel extremely fake, like im holding myself back here.

*sigh*

we sure showed what was up in Oki, YOU KNOW. lol

~see scraps in my gallery for far east pics
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  • Interests: singing,drama,music, things naturally beautiful, runway models
  • Favourite movie: The Aristocats, Roman Holiday(ms.Hepburn's soOo beautiful), The Sound of Music...and etc.
  • Favourite band or musician: too many!(Nelly Furtado, System Of A Down, Katy Rose, Beyonce, C. Aguilera,Charlotte Church...etc.)
  • Favourite genre of music: ALL
  • Favourite artist: anna sui <3
  • Favourite poet or writer: vanessa carlton, katy rose, conan doyle
  • Favourite cartoon character: Spongebob Squarepants, Pink Panther
  • Personal Quote: *mrr...*, *drammies*
  • Tools of the Trade: my cell w/3.2 Mega pixel camera, my brain(?)

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:iconsatsukeshi:
~Satsukeshi Jul 2, 2007, 1:11:51 AM
Found You ^_^

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あなたは私の救命ボート
:iconspicyhamster:
~SpicyHamster Aug 19, 2005, 4:53:11 AM
Thanks for adding Smirk to your favorites!

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My Photography Gallery
:iconsai-ya-ka:
~Sai-ya-ka Jul 23, 2005, 3:53:50 AM
thanx for the fave!

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poisoned smiles candied stitches
:iconestella-nvr-phased:
~esteLLa-nvr-phased Jun 18, 2005, 9:27:25 PM
in the process....of collecting thoughts...
:iconginamarie:
~ginamarie Apr 30, 2005, 3:43:56 AM
MONIQUE. you and your atenna dealy.
:iconestella-nvr-phased:
~esteLLa-nvr-phased Jun 18, 2005, 8:59:59 PM
yup! me and my antenna are like this! *shows fingers*

CONGRATS GINA!!! I'll miss you!!!

mOmO
:iconginamarie:
~ginamarie Jun 20, 2005, 3:06:02 AM
:D thanks.


i'll still be around for another year though :surrender:
:iconestella-nvr-phased:
~esteLLa-nvr-phased Jul 23, 2005, 2:48:39 AM
oh, yay~! i guess youre not too happy about that tho, haha. but ill miss you if i make far east next year and teasing kathryn with you and jaimie, lol.

"what if gina had a mudsucker named goliath?"

<3 mOnique
:iconginamarie:
~ginamarie Jul 23, 2005, 2:51:52 AM
lol- yeah. if i can, i might try and go with you guys to far east :XD:
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